Happy Birthday sweetheart

I still remember I used to address you by that title. It has been a long time since we parted. You went ahead in your life leaving me alone. You didn't even bothered to look back. To see what your once beloved person has become without you. How could you be so mean. Selfish. Yeah! This is what you are. A selfish soul in cloak of beauty. My only mistake is that I love you. And that is what I have been paying for. I did everything to fix things. Everything that a human can do. But it had no impact on your wretched soul. Your treachery knows no bounds dear. But I am helpless and hopeless. I just can't stop loving you. I tried everything a human could do to forget you. Going into drugs was the worst. But I could not fool my heart. I always did and still loves you. I have somehow managed to deal with that. I am somehow managing to live. Things have been totally different if you would have been with me. Well, that is life and how it goes on. I love you! Happy Birthday Sweetheart. Your memories are etched deep into my heart. They won't fade away easily.