You never left...

Even after all those goodbyes, you're still there. Its like a part of me still holds on to you and it refuses to let go. A part of me still wonders what it would be like if we were together. That part of me refused to move on, even after all the persuasion and distraction. I moved on to better things in life. I realised I deserved better. Better than you. But I know that I still wouldn't mind settling for something less, if that got me to you. I don't cry in front of people. Not anymore. I don't crib or complain. I don't roam around giving explanations as to why the two of us couldn't make it. Because I myself couldn't reach a conclusion. Somedays I fell things fell apart, probably for the best. We couldn't go on pretending to be together forever, concealing all those issues and problems. And there are days when I regret not being a part of you anymore. When I think that a little patience and understanding would have helped. Whatever it may be, the bottom line is, you're still there, you never left.